본문 바로가기

끈기없는 하루

rambling by myself

Oct 21, 2022

2:21 pm

hi hi

i'm having iced coffee right now-what is redeye iced coffee by the way, just ordered it not knowing what i was going to get because it's new-at tims.
wowwwwww how long have i not been able to sit at a cafe just chilling out? trying hard to recall the last time i was doing but i have absolutely no idea when it was.
카페에 앉아서 아이스커피를 마시는게 얼마만이냐 진짜.. 언제가 마지막이었는지 아예 기억조차 없다

(hardly imagine what alcohol free beer would taste like)

i used to like going to get groceries but nowadays somehow it feels like sort of a chore for me. since i was a tad tired and also heavy shopping bags didn't do much to head back home right away after having done it, i've decided to make a quick detour so that i could rest my shoulder, my arms and my legs. having a cold drink after grocery shopping is just so satisfying more than i expected that it almost made me wanna cry. i'm very appreciative of the little things, aren't i?
장 다 보고 짐 무겁고 지쳐서 잠깐만 앉았다 가야지 하고 들어왔는데 이 시간이 이렇게 마음이 편안할수가 없다

(why happened to my jeans? am i the only one seeing it? is it always like that or something went wrong during laundry? no clue)

so i'm sitting here and relaxing, thinking of what i had completely forgotten and missed out due to the pandemic as well as what the lockdown took away from me the entire time. it was an uncertain time surely, but i'm thankful that it seems to be starting to get back to normal after all. i'm super happy not only to be able to grab a cup of coffee or a corn dog while walking down the street but also about that takeout is no longer the only option anymore-i'm allowed to sit around drinking inside the shop. what i don't have at the moment that i need badly though? MY DIARY AND A PEN!! some of my finest scribbles created when i chill at a cafe without being bothered, i might've done another one today. now that i'm unable to do it, all i can do is type something out using the memo app on my phone although i'm not that great at thumb typing.
내가 이 좋아하는걸 한동안 잊고 있었구나 오랫동안 못 하고 살았구나 깨닫는 순간이다 지금 나한테 필요한데 없는거 딱 하나 다이어리랑 펜!! 카페에서 쉴 때 내 최고의 낙서가 탄생하는데 말이다 다이어리랑 펜을 안 챙겨왔어 흡 폰 메모장에 아쉬운대로 막 써내려간다

i just feel good today-it is such a beautiful day and furthermore, how come am i recognizing all these random songs being played on the radio miraculously at the shop?!?? it doesn't necessarily mean that i could sing along to all of them cause i know the lyrics, yet it's still quite incredible considering how narrow and limited my knowledge of music is. yeah, simply amazing.
오늘 날씨도 끝내주게 좋고 라디오에서 나오는 노래도 (지금까지)다 어디서 들어본거같은 노래라서 간만에 기분 넘나 좋다

ahhh how i wish winter would never come, and i don't even want the temperature to drop to a single digit. somewhere between 10-15 celcius would work perfectly for me as i like to wear light-a cozy fleece hoodie, jeans and a pair of sneakers-that will do it! hope i wouldn't need either the warmest winter jackets or fur lined snow boots to get through the long winter. 
아 겨울 안 왔으면 좋겠다 이대로 기온 영상 10도 이상 쭈욱 유지 안될까

i know, there is zero chance of that happening, which is why i need to enjoy these last few days of autumn whilst it lasts. thus, making an effort to go outside more often probably? what about a stroll by the lake or a walk in the park, both sound lovely. i can drop by a cafe or a restaurant anytime i want to like i used to, and i will be staying for about an hour or so to clear my head up, giving myself some quality alone time.
말도 안되는 소리라는거 넘나 잘 안다 그래도 겨울은 최대한으로 늦게 오면 좋겠고 그전까진 예전에 그랬던거처럼 카페에 자주 오도록 하지 뭐.. 한시간 정도씩 쉬면서 생각들 정리하고??

(do you prefer stirring your coffee up before taking a sip or just drinking it as it is?)

it's been almost an hour since got here. i'm going to finish my drink and laze around a bit longer until both of my phones run out of batteries, no, perhaps leaving once one of which turns off i guess.



voilà! i like writing. i mean, sometimes, when i feel like it.